Wakeful

There is something that is a good and bad thing with me.  The fact is, I am wakeful at night, because my mind really races with basically what you read on this site.  It doesn’t matter how tired I am, I simply cannot sleep, because my mind races with stories and junk.  The bad thing about this particular moment, is that last night, me and my brother stayed up, all night, last night, not a peep of sleep.  In the afternoon, we may have gotten two hours of sleep.  And by 7 o’clock, I was like dead tired, but at there is just something about me that keeps me up at night.  The good thing about it is my mind can really think up some interesting things, and that is something I don’t mind.  My mind can be quite innovative at night.

I am worried, however, about how I will be tomorrow.  I am sure I will get a good night sleep tonight…probably.  If I don’t though, I hope I am not found dead tomorrow just cause of my lack of sleep.  See without my mind racing like this at night, I don’t think I’d really be that creative, and I don’t think I’d come up with quite as many ideas.  These blogs you read, I probably wouldn’t write them.  I’ve written two full books, and plenty of unfinished projects, probably got the ideas for them while sleeping.  Thats the good thing about it, the bad is it could possibly turn out to be an unhealthy habit.  A habit I have no control over.

In my views, its not that bad, I like writing down thoughts as they come to mind, then reading them later.