Dave’s Life: Video Journal 46: Storm Day

RLS

Wow, more problems for the night, what is this? The night of a full moon? Here I am tonight, having weird thoughts, and now Restless Leg Syndrome.  I am dead tired, but my legs are like.. wakey wakey! woo! At least they feel like that, but when I get up to walk around, they feel tired.  When I lay down, again, awake.

Law and Order: CI

I ended up watching Law & Order: Criminal Intent.  I’ve actually seen a few Law & Order: SVU.  Enough in fact to at least, get used to it a little bit.  When watching CI, They do it a lot differently, but alike in a lot of ways.  For instance, I am used to the actors in SVU.  When watching CI, I didn’t think the actors were that tallented, but after a few more minutes getting used to it, I guess it made sense.  I can’t say that I like the characters in SVU better, pretty much because they are the same characters.  Technically not, but like CSI, they do the same things the other characters would.

I don’t usually watch Law & Order.  It’s not my usual TV show.  If there is nothing else on, I’ll watch it.  Though its kinda hard not to watch it when it is both on channel 51 and 52.  Two different episodes of the same show.  Funny.

Paranoid Nights

At night, I can be pretty paranoid. If the timing is right, if I start thinking of one thing, it leads to the other, sooner or later you get yourself freaked out about something or other. For me mostly, is crawly things, bugs, spiders n such. Thats nothing, really, but sometimes, if you don’t get that out of your mind, your mind continues to wonder. I start “feeling” bugs on my body that aren’t there, its just a game of paranoia.

Tonight was especially worse, because I have a pain in the roof of my mouth. A little “bump” like thing going on. I don’t know what it is, but I know it freakin hurts. So in the middle of the night I start having these crappy paranoid thoughts, (which keep me from sleeping.) Then I get this stupid paranoid thought that maybe some kind of bug hatched its eggs inside the roof of my mouth, and that is what that is.

It’s a ridiculous thought, but I continued to get paranoid with it, and now, 5:00 in the morning I am up writing this blog because of it. I guess a big deal of why I start thinking of this stuff is because of itches. I feel itches and not always, but sometimes, I think that they are something other than itches, sometimes I think that these little uncomfortable itches are tiny little buggies crawling all over me. Let’s get real, if there were tiny little buggies crawling all over you, you wouldn’t be able to feel it. They would have to be especially bigger, and those kind of bugs probably wouldn’t get you in the middle of the night.

So paranoia can be a serious issue with some people. Maybe not me, but I sure can get paranoid in the middle of the night. Should have seen me in the middle of the night when I was a kid. Every single night, as a kid, I could look at almost any shadow, not only shadows, but dark objects sometimes, I would look at them and feel frightened, because of the fact that I would be able to see a face in absolutely anything. Don’t even get me started about the tree branch shadows making an impression outside my bedroom windows, going back and forth.

Even to this day, if I’m looking I’ll see a face here and there. I have even took pictures of what I’ve seen, and gotten a positive image of that face frozen on that photograph. Two of these photos can be seen on a couple of my Myspace pages. Seen below.

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This is an image I took off the reflection of my computer monitor on a movie poster hung in my wall. Some people don’t see it at first, it may take a while, but if you look for it you’ll see a blue demonic face image similar to The Joker in batman.

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This one is easier to see, because I cropped it and colored it for you. Its an image of a witch like person. Or if you’re even crazier you might find it a face of some pope with a black hat thing. This was taken from a pair of socks, I saw it as clear as day, so I had to take the picture.

A demonic face, a witch? Why oh why do these creepy images need bad things to go along with them. Maybe thats what makes them creepy I suppose. If it were like the face of an angel, then maybe I wouldn’t be so creeped out about it.

As you can see its not that hard for yourself to see that you can spook yourself out by thinking of these things. Paranoia likes messing with your head.

Not anymore, but I used to have these weird things going on. This has got to be my strangest story of what goes on during the night. It wasn’t that long ago, actually, but heres what happened, I would lay down to rest or sleep. Then just as I would begin to doze off, I would here some strange man’s voice saying the most random things. My friends and family were convinced it probably wasn’t a good thing no matter how you looked at it. But I prayed about it, it’s gone. So here I am paranoid, and hearing voices… I guess you could just lock me up and throw away the key. At least for nights anyway.

I guess since it is getting close to Halloween season I might notice things a little more than usual. Since I couldn’t sleep I decided to write this big fat blog. Now that I’ve got nothing left to say, I’m turning on the TV and tuning in to, I haven’t decided yet, an infomercial, or some kind of home shopping network, seeing how those are the only things on at this time of night. No, no, I take that back, boring movies are on as well.

What happened to me.

Sorry I haven’t posted a blog yesterday, or even done a video.  The facts are simply put this.  I am running out of tapes, and recording something would have simply wasted my time. I did basically, nothing productive today.  Less than usual.  Anyways, there was one thing worth mentioning, I made Dave’s Life: Season 1, Disc 1 DVD today, it fit the first 18 episodes on it, Its pretty neat, I’ll talk about it on the next vid

Dave’s Life: Video Journal 45: Costume Day

Costume Madness

I simply cannot believe I tried on those Halloween costumes from so many years ago. I must come off as a complete geek or something. Those costumes were hidden away all these years for a reason. Actually, why would we keep these in the first place? Why don’t we just toss them as soon as we’re done with them. We obviously will never use them again, lol. Anyways, if you feel like laughing at yours truly, go check out my video…

more 6 flags.

In the video for today, I am a little vague on the six flags thing.  You may get the wrong idea, and believe I am going on Halloween, this isn’t the case.  I am going this coming weekend.  Much better than waiting that long huh.  Basically, Joe’s mom had three left over tickets from an eighth grade field trip that we’ll be using.  Andy will be joining us, and we will have a freaking blast.

Advanced Learning System.

I have a very advanced form of learning.  If I am willing to learn something I can do it pretty quickly.  Usually it has something to do with Music.  For example, if I wished to I could learn a song on the piano by ear. Usually with any instrument I can learn by ear.  Though I wrote this note due to my advanced learning system of dancing.  I will take me at most an hour to learn a dance, by sight.  Today I decided to learn Thriller, by Michael Jackson.  I am now confident I know the dance by heart.  It is a fun dance, it really is.  Plus it happens to be Halloween season, so that is a plus.  One of my videos, I shall show you the dance, most likely the Halloween special.

Six Flags!

Well guys, it looks like this weekend, I will be heading off to the Six Flags with Joe and Dave from one of my previous video blogs: JOE DAY.  Yes, of course I will bring my camera with us.  This will be a perfect opportunity to film an episode of: Dave’s Life.