Just Me and the Internet

Who out there knows what I’m talking about when it comes to complete boredom? I mean if the phrase “Rock Bottom” referred to boredom, that would be the state I am in now. Today is Tuesday, and what have I done today? Had a Taco to eat? Maybe two? The point is, that was eight hours ago, and the highlight of my day.  The rest of it has been spent in here.  Waiting and wondering when something fun might happen. Nothing ever happened.

Julia finally got back home, and even brought a friend home with her. I thought, finally, the day doesn’t have to be dull anymore! But No, nobody invited me to hang out with them…here I sit, rambling on and on to God knows who, feeling kind of banished, knowing they don’t really care.  So why am I saying it? I’m just trying to escape the chasm of boredom, and still failing.  I try to talk to others online, but they leave within five minutes. I try to talk to myself, and that doesn’t work. Folks, today is just not my day.  I envy you, Jack Bauer.

Tomorrow better be good, or I’m going to get angry. I know I have the one interview at Target…that’s something…but it better not be all. Sitting here, listening to everyone have so much fun downstairs…not my ideal of having a great time.

Everyone left, but before doing so, they said to each other…”Hey, let’s do this again tomorrow!” I just stood there, staring at them with disbelief.  Fine, they had fun, I don’t hold that against them, I’m just fearing tomorrow now, and hoping that history doesn’t repeat itself. So later on, after everybody left, Julia suggested we watch some Smallville.  Best suggestion I’ve heard all day.  I quickly make some ramen, and head upstairs and waited for her.  Then waited some more.  Finally, after I’ve finished the ramen, and drank the rest of it, I go downstairs.  She’s down there, I’m up here.  It didn’t go exactly as I hoped, but she eventually came up and watched some Smallville (Around an hour later). Sure it calmed my nerves a bit, but not enough to disregard this whole blog post. Today sucked.

On a separate note, there are three more posts until my 100th post on this website.  Sure, most of the posts are my actual video journals, but who cares? My 100th post is coming up, so look out for that! Peace Out