I’ve been passionate about many things in life, so much so I’ve gone through legitimate phases in life depending on the passion. There’s so much out there for our diverse world to get out there and experience. Passion, however, isn’t exclusively a positive thing. Sometimes passion is about the desire to return to that once positive state of being. As we all know, our country just went through a massive change that surprised Democrats and Republicans alike – Donald Trump has won the 2016 presidential race and will be inaugurated early next year. The passion I have right now is a desire to get back to the way we were before, before it gets out of hand. This is a passion, by the way, that is anything but a “phase”.
I’m not here to explain how Trump won the election. Even though there are explanations there that do make sense, they don’t on a deeper and moral level. I want to attempt to explain why the world is so angry right now.
Every election angers people, that’s already known. So many people make the mistake of comparing any other election to the one we just witnessed. This wasn’t a normal election. The people out there rioting and refusing to accept the results of the election aren’t doing so just because they’re angry democrats whose favorite candidate lost. Most of them didn’t even like their party’s candidate, so why on earth would they be so absolutely broken when the person they didn’t like lost? Do you truly believe it’s just because they are democrats? Really?
I see myself as a democrat. Whatever Democrat runs for office, I am usually on par with the things they believe in 95% and above, yes, I took the test to find out. I may be young, but I’ve been through enough presidential elections to take notice in how I, and how the rest of the country, reacts to elections (in general). I’ve seen both democrats and republicans climb their way to the oval office, but I’ve reacted the same each time. If my party won, I take pride that I “won”, but I’m also hopeful for the future because a candidate I believed in won. If the republican won, I’d snap my fingers and say, “shoot, we lost”, and I’d go about my life. I wouldn’t protest, I wouldn’t start Facebook or Twitter wars, I wouldn’t unfriend anyone for voting the other party through – none of that, because no matter what, I respected the man as a man, no matter how much I saw things differently than he. What I never witnessed myself doing – was fearing for the future of the country – I mean really fearing. Terminator 2: Judgment Day fearing for the country (and world). That’s what I found myself doing as Trump ran for president and ultimately won. Now that it’s official, I’ve never been more afraid for America.
I unfriended people I’ve known closely for more than a decade. I made comments about wanting to leave the country and go to Canada, or Ireland, or Australia, or wherever would accept me – and I wasn’t overreacting or being sarcastic, I legitimately was terrified of what this meant for us. With good reason too, as (if you’re paying attention), people have been assaulted, threatened, and vandalized. Trump supporters now believe they have the right to do these things because Trump will back them up and in the near future, everyone but whites will either leave the country, be lynched, be put in concentration camps, be deported or otherwise killed. There are endless reports of real things happening to real people, suicide rates are climbing, it’s a travesty. Here’s the kicker, it’s been like 4 days. That’s it. I may be in the clear because I’m a “caucasian male”, but I’m apparently in the minority for caucasian males that care.
Here’s something else I understand…Trump might not even understand the repercussions of his actions and words because he’s not a politician. He might just be incredibly naive and politically blind. He might make better business decisions and professional dealings, but his followers might be the real demons. They have taken his threats and terrible temperament seriously and are now carrying out what he appeared to be okay with. I want to say he might personally be an okay guy, but every time I think back to his history with not only politics, but also personal dealings, including his latest “locker room talk” scandal, obsession with nuclear power, and praisings to dictators and crime leaders makes me question that greatly.
I unfriended people on Facebook. I know that goes against democracy, but I strongly believe what we all just went through was anything but democracy. 15,000 people voted for a dead gorilla. A dead…gorilla. that means people weren’t taking this seriously. Heck, even half of the Trump supporters out there I don’t think take things seriously and voted for him as a part of a joke. That’s not a democracy. I don’t even consider Donald Trump a Republican. I see him as a reality show host. A celebrity. A businessman, even…not a Republican. I unfriended people because I care about them, and for them to vote Trump shows me how they define caring for me, other people I love, and several others, and it pains me. My heart aches anytime someone posts anything good about him – that includes merely accepting the outcome of the election – forgetting how it’s already beginning to tear this country apart.
The day after the results were announced, I sat and watched CNN all day, completely in shock, envisioning fire and brimstone. Of my kid growing up in a hateful nation, if he even gets the chance to grow up. About so many things that lacked a positive outcome. Since then, I’ve watched the news and paid attention to the things that have occurred since – hoping for some shred of hope or light. On the third day, we learn a company is looking to work closely with Trump to undo US marriage equality and general equality when it comes to the LGBT community. Transgenderism is really starting to find their pride, and the country is starting to really understand and accept them. To undo that would be horrible.
We also learn Donald Trump seeks to delay his criminal trials until after the inauguration (of course). Then we learn about the fact that Pence and Trump kids will lead the transition team, I’m sure that’s not a conflict of interest. If that wasn’t enough, on Day 4, we find out the kids are also taking over the Trump business in a “blind trust” saying they’ll totally be responsible and we should trust them. Now there are obvious talks of possible insider trading that can occur when all is said and done. Once again, Trump could be a political idiot and not realize how corrupt that makes him…but every day is like a snowball effect. I never know what’s coming next. All I know is…nothing good has happened yet.